Procrastination is costly and it's the enemy! Still I can't get rid of it. Lack of control equals lack of money. I need to be more organized and more self-estrict, which I'm not.
Even if it doesn't seem so in the beginning, it's an inversion to be happy in life. The one who needs less stuff to be happy and content is the merriest one, not the one who who has loads of money without even knowing how to spend it..
I need to convince myself as soon as possible, force myself to start seeing things as they are.
At first it never works. You make some neat little schedule but afterwards you forget about it since you feel too lazy and unmotivated to follow it. Most of the time this schedule is way too unrealistic for you to stick up to, so you drop it. Try again and again then, make it less "army style" and more your lazy everyday life, but with the change that, every single day, there will be something you could be proud of. Easier said than done, but.. one step at a time.
Organized people win at everything. I want to be like that too.
